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婆娑世界 平凡生活

贞固,不动如山。
August 17

From 'Yes, We Can,' to 'No! Don't! Obama turns out to be brilliant at becoming, not being, president.(转)

Don't strain the system. Don't add to the national stress level. Don't pierce when you can envelop. Don't show even understandable indignation when you can show legitimate regard. Realize that the ties that bind still bind but have grown dryer and more worn with time. They need to be strengthened, not strained.

Govern knowing we are a big, strong, mighty nation, a colossus that is, however, like all highly complex, highly wired organisms, fragile, even at places quite delicate. Don't overburden or overexcite the system. America used to have fringes, one over here and the other over there. The fringes are growing. The fringes have their own networks. All sorts of forces exist to divide us. Try always to unite.

These are things one always wants people currently rising in government to know deep in their heads and hearts. They are the things the young, fierce staffers in any new White House, and the self-proclaimed ruthless pragmatists in this one, need to hear, be told or be reminded of.

The big, complicated, obscure, abstruse, unsettling and ultimately unhelpful health-care plans, proposals and ideas keep rolling out of Washington. Five bills, thousands of pages, "as it says on page 346, paragraph 3, subsection D." No one knows what will be passed, what will make its way through House-Senate "conference." They don't even know what the president wants, what his true agenda is. He never seems to be leveling, only talking. Everything's open to misdirection and exaggeration, and everything, people fear, will come down to some future bureaucrat's interpretation of paragraph 3, subsection D, part 22.

What a disaster this health-care debate is. It strains, stresses and pierces, it unnecessarily agitates and is doomed to be the cause of further agitation. Who doubts the final bill will be something between a pig in a poke and three-card Monte?

Which is too bad, because our health care system actually needs to be made better.

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There are smart and experienced people who say whatever the mess right now, the president will get a bill of some sort because he has the brute numeric majority. A rising number say no, this thing has roused such ire he won't get much if anything. I don't know, but this is true: If he wins it, will be a victory not worth having. It will have cost too much. It has lessened the thing an admired president must have from the people, and that is trust.

It is divisive save in one respect. The Obama White House has done the near impossible: It has united the Republican Party. Social conservatives, economic conservatives, libertarians—they're all against the health-care schemes as presented so far. They're shoulder-to-shoulder at the barricade again.

***

The president's town hall meeting on Tuesday in Portsmouth, N.H., was supposed to be an antidote to the fractious town halls with members of Congress the past weeks. But it was not peaceful, only somnolent. Actually it was a bit of a disaster. It looked utterly stacked, with softball after softball thrown by awed and supportive citizens. When George W. Bush did town halls like that—full of people who'd applaud if he said tomorrow we bring democracy to Saturn—it was considered a mark of manipulation and insecurity. And it was. So was Mr. Obama's.

The first question was from a Democratic state representative from Dover named Peter Schmidt. He began, "One of the things you've been doing in your campaign to change the situation is you've been striving for bipartisanship."

"Right," the president purred. They were really holding his feet to the fire.

"My question is," Mr. Schmidt continued, "if the Republicans actively refuse to participate in a reasonable way with reasonable proposals, isn't it time to just say ,'We're going to pass what the American people need and what they want without the Republicans'?"

Stop, Torquemada, stop!

The president said it would be nice to pass a bill in a "bipartisan fashion" but "the most important thing is getting it done for the American people."

Then came a grade-school girl. "I saw a lot of signs outside saying mean things about reforming health care" she said. Here one expected a gentle and avuncular riff on the wonderful and vivid expressions of agreement and disagreement to be seen in a vibrant democracy. But no. The president made a small grimace. "I've seen some of those signs," he said. There's been a "rumor" the House voted for "death panels" that will "pull the plug on grandma," but it's all a lie.

I'm glad he'd like psychiatric care included in future coverage, because after that answer, that child may need therapy.

***

The president seemed like a man long celebrated as being very good at politics—the swift rise, the astute reading of a varied electorate—who is finding out day by day that he isn't actually all that good at it. In this sense he does seem reminiscent of Jimmy Carter, who was brilliant at becoming president but not being president. (Actually a lot of them are like that these days.)

Also, something odd. When Mr. Obama stays above the fray, above the nitty-gritty of specifics, when he confines his comments on health care to broad terms, he more and more seems . . . pretty slippery. In the town hall he seemed aware of this, and he tried to be very specific about the need for this aspect of a plan, and the history behind that proposal. And yet he seemed even more slippery. When he took refuge in the small pieces of his argument, he lost the major threads; when he addressed the major threads, he seemed almost to be conceding that the specifics don't hold.

When you seem slippery both in the abstract and the particular, you are in trouble.

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Looking back, a key domestic moment in this presidency occurred only eight days after his inauguration, when Mr. Obama won House passage of his stimulus bill. It was a bad bill—off point, porky and philosophically incoherent. He won 244-188, a rousing victory for a new president. But he won without a single Republican vote. That was the moment the new division took hold. The Democrats of the House pushed it through, and not one Republican, even those from swing districts, even those eager to work with the administration, could support it.

This, of course, was politics as usual. But in 2008 people voted against politics as usual.

It was a real lost opportunity. It marked the moment congressional Republicans felt free to be in full opposition. It gave congressional Democrats the impression that they were in full control, that no one could stop their train. And it was the moment the president, looking at the lay of the land, seemed to reveal he would not govern in a vaguely center-left way, as a unifying figure even if a beset one being beaten 'round the head by the left, but in a left way, without the modifying "center." Or at least as one who happily cedes to the left in Congress each day.

Things got all too vividly divided. It was a harbinger of the health care debate.

I always now think of a good president as sitting at the big desk and reaching out with his long arms and holding on to the left, and holding on to the right, and trying mightily to hold it together, letting neither spin out of control, holding on for dear life. I wish we were seeing that. I don't think we are.

July 20

每个人的生活都平凡,只是有些人的更平凡一些

婆娑世界,婆娑世界,可堪忍受,可堪忍受。什么生活算是好的生活呢?有什么标准吗?能不能量化呢?生活的常态是什么呢?欲望,痛苦,快乐,无聊,让自己被各种念头所左右,也不知道未来会怎样,很可能跟现在一个样。有时候想想,空间和时间太不可思议了,一个人在时间和空间中被逐渐磨灭,在这被磨灭的过程中,心不断被各种念头所占据,时而欢喜,时而忧愁。无数念头转瞬即逝,逝而又起,起而复灭,循环不已。真正能静下来的时间少之又少,静下来又能如何呢?天行健,君子以自强不息,贞固的人往往能为一个目标奋斗不已,不达目的,决不罢休,在这一过程中,他的心是被一种单一的念头所占据,就少了很多烦恼,虽然执着很深,但比起无着无落或者被多种念头所刺激要强一些。这也是为什么我在为一件事情努力拼搏后,即使失败,仍无怨无悔,因为感到心的充实。我不会为了曾经真心付出努力而感到懊丧和后悔,即使当时非常疲惫和痛苦,相反,很多时候,我会为了当时没有付出足够的努力而悔恨不已。
 
我向往安逸,也向往卓越,但是往往缺乏足够的慧力去安放自己的心。我还年轻,大体来说还是向往卓越多一些的,因此这一种激情往往能占上风。年轻的时候,抗压能力虽差,但疗伤能力却很强。我总记得七龙珠和圣斗士里面说的:真正的赛亚人只要能从濒临死亡的经历中恢复过来,其战斗力就会大增(贝吉塔语);真正的圣斗士只会被一种招式打倒一次(星矢语)。我该趁年轻的时候多经历一些,多提高自己,如果暂时还无法做到无所住而降伏其心,那么就让那些相比而言更加积极的念头来充满我的心吧。没着没落不代表无拘无束,妄想执着也不是有的放矢。人的精神状态应该分为三个等级,最初级的应该类似忍辱负重的骆驼,第二个层次像奋力拼搏的狮子,最高级应该是无拘无束的孩童(尼采语)。个人认为,这和老子的专气致柔,能婴儿乎,孔子的风乎舞霁,咏而归的意境暗合。我现在大约还处在骆驼和狮子的交界处,忍辱负重加奋力拼搏,相比之下,忍辱负重多些,虽然实际上也没忍什么辱,没负什么重。
 
平凡生活,不是说平凡,是真平凡。无限的空间和时间除了把人磨灭外,还告诉我们,众生平等,每个人一出生就开始走向死亡,每过一天就离死亡近一天。王侯将相,才子佳人,鸿儒白丁,愤青白领,老板民工无不如此,无一幸免。做的突出点的能留下个名字,所谓青史留名或罄竹难书,仅此而已。即使是这个名字也会在不同的时空里变来变去,任后人褒贬。人这一生充满不确定性,充满了不完整。未来总是美好的,因为不确定;未来总是悲惨的,因为不确定。在这样一个婆娑世界里,每个人的生活都是平凡的生活,只是有些人更平凡一些。现阶段我该怎么过呢?我觉得应该开放自己的心灵,与人为善,任由那些积极健康但是可能会使自己疲惫不堪的念头刺激自己,无论成功失败。
 
 
 
 
July 06

yankton之行

美国独立日假期去了一趟美国中西部南达科他州的小镇——yankton,打保龄球,参观大坝发电厂、拓荒者博物馆,划独木舟,烧烤,看烟花,在美国人家里住了两宿。给我的感觉有两点,一是浓郁的乡土气息:一望无边的玉米地,超大型的拖拉机和播种机,大片大片的养牛场;接触时间不长,但感觉小镇的居民很随和,生活安逸,朴实无华,比奥马哈还要乡土。第二个感觉就是财富的充分涌流,我们几个国际学生都住在当地小镇居民的家里,回学校的路上一交流,都有一个共同的看法,这个美国小镇的人,日子过得很惬意。他们大都有较好的房子,车子,家里设备齐全,很方便,地下室里有若干娱乐设施等等。我并没有对该镇财政收支等数字做进一步的求证,但yankton在美国只是一个极其普通的农业州小镇,该小镇没有足够大的周日礼拜教堂而要借用当地高中的礼堂,就是一个例证。我也去了一些美国的大城市,相比之下,我认为中美民生最大的差距不在城市,而在这些乡村和小镇。

这使我想到了亚当斯密和马克思关于财富充分涌流的两段论述:

在一个政治修明的社会里,那种造成普及到最下层人民的那种普遍富裕情况的,是各行各业的产量由于分工而大增。------亚当斯密《国富论》

   在共产主义社会高级阶段,在迫使人们奴隶般地服从分工的情形已经消失,从而脑力劳动和体力劳动的对立也随之消失之后,在劳动已经不仅仅是谋生的手段而且本身成了生活第一需要之后,在随着个人全面发展,他们的生产力也增长起来,而集体财富的一切源泉都充分涌流之后,――只有在那个时候,才能完全超出资产阶级权利的狭隘眼界社会才能在自己的旗帜上写上:各尽所能,按需分配。(《马克思恩格斯全集》第1卷)

虽然美国消耗了与其人口和国土面积不相符合的世界资源(研究结果),而且浪费也很严重(亲身体验),但其一些制度和精神仍值得我们学习和借鉴,这也是我来美国访问学习的目的。中国是一个社会主义国家,仍处在社会主义的初级阶段,为人民服务,以人为本,是我党和政府的执政原则,如何具体衡量?什么是财富的充分涌流?社会主义的优越性如何体现?要看民生。

June 23

刺激,止.观,农心

瑜伽课的老师在每次结束冥想时都会说——death to the past, death to the future, welcome to the present moment....使我想起,过去心不可得,现在心不可得,未来心不可得,人无时不生活在刺激之中,但却抓不住任何东西。使刺激加倍的最好方法是对过去的缅怀和对未来的憧憬,这两种方式把不同时间和空间的刺激移植到当下。这两种方式都可以产生所谓正面和负面的刺激,比如悔恨,眷恋,奋发,颓丧,每种刺激都有大有小,有长有短,有深有浅,但其实并无好坏之分,任何一种刺激过度都会戕害身心。除了精神上的刺激,还有身体感官上的刺激,食色性也。五音令人耳聋,五色令人目盲,五味令人口爽,田猎驰骋使人心发狂,都是刺激,人却往往乐此不疲。马斯洛把人的需求分为若干层次,生理需要、安全需要、归属和爱的需要、自尊需要和自我实现需要,除了这五种需要以外,还应该有排遣无聊的需求,这些都是刺激。人在解决了生理需要和安全需要后,就会去追求更多精神层面的刺激,才子佳人帝王将相,修齐治平,真善美,科技进步....无穷无尽,古人也给我们做出了很多榜样和范式,未来尚留下无限可能,活在当下的人可以遵循旧有范式,亦可不断探索新的刺激。每一时段,都会有一种或多种主要的刺激来主导我的生活。每个人在不同的时空下所受的刺激也各不相同,但刺激永无止境。有刺激就不会平静,也代表了不确定性,这是生活的常态。我认为,而所谓众生皆苦,也并非是说消极的肉体上或精神上不适之感,而是指一种不确定性。所谓一切有为法,如梦幻泡影,如露亦如电。动物相比人而言,所受刺激较少,更加的活在当下;农业社会相比工商业社会而言,所受刺激较少,需求层次也较低。
 
如何能减少无穷尽的刺激对身心的戕害呢?宗教、哲学、科技、经济学、社会学、政治家....很多尝试解决的思想和法门,而最后这些法门本身也变成了刺激的一部分,反而加重了刺激效果。宗教战争,学术派别之间的倾轧,科技引发的危机,政治运动等等,解药本身带来的副作用往往使人忘记了它本身的疗效。
较瑜伽本是古印度一种通过苦行用来参悟梵我一如的法门,而禅修的基本法门之一是止观。止是心的安定,观是察觉和一如。止是要静下心来,将思绪集中在一点,往往是呼吸上,有很多集中的法门,练瑜伽的时候,老师也会说,让你的思绪、身体、心跳和呼吸融为一体。观是指在心静下来的前提下,在思绪来了又去,发而未发之际,去观察自己的本心。任无数思绪在脑中不断生灭,不加控制,不受左右,只是燕处超然,平静面对,无论是身体的观感还是情绪的起伏,无论是过去的缅怀还是对未来的憧憬,或者有时就是一些无厘头的想法,恐怖的想法等等,任其生灭来去,去考察自己的思绪到底有多么复杂和不靠谱,从而知道自己无时不在刺激之中。身体既非清净也非不清净,而是非常广阔;心既非永恒也非不永恒,只是纯粹的开放的。一切刺激里既非有我,也非无我,不是真实存在的,而是开放的,安详的,不可思议的。
 
刺激既然无时不在,也无法逃避,人也不可能总是生活在止观之中,那么就要有所选择。农心是什么?小农心态?知足常乐?曰慈,曰检,曰不敢为天下先?鸡犬相闻,老死不相往来?敬天?人与自然的和谐?总之就是,少点儿刺激,多点知足,踏踏实实种好自己的一亩三分地。那什么时候才该满足?人总是给自己定目标,考上好大学就满足了?买了房子就满足了?出国留学就满足了?到处旅游就满足了?结婚生子就满足了?找到牛逼工作就满足了?成了专家就满足了?赚多少钱算多?无穷无尽的不确定性,无穷无尽的刺激,无穷无尽的苦辣酸甜。抱一颗农心,敬天侍祖,宽以待人,简朴生活,不要那么多,只要一点点,宁小气勿狂且,己所不欲勿施于人,少点贪婪,多点知足。当受到刺激的时候,要能体会到,如果无法避免,也要设法把刺激对身心的伤害降到最低,这样的方式方法像刺激本身一样无穷无尽,不应执着,应善护念,无所住降伏其心。
 
June 13

MBTI测试

Psytopic分析:您的性格类型是“ESTJ”(外向+实感+思维+判断)

讲求实际,注重现实,注重事实。果断,很快作出实际可行的决定。善于将项目和人组织起来将事情完成,并尽可能以最有效率的方法达到目的。能够注意日常例行工作的细节。有一套清晰的逻辑标准,有系统性地遵循, 并希望他人也同样遵循。会以较强硬的态度去执行计划。

ESTJ型的人高效率地工作,自我负责,监督他人工作,合理分配和处置资源,主次分明,井井有条;能制定和遵守规则,多喜欢在制度健全、等级分明、比较稳定的企业工作;倾向于选择较为务实的业务,以有形产品为主 ;喜欢工作中带有和人接触、交流的成分,但不以态度取胜;不特别强调工作的行业或兴趣,多以职业角度看待每一份工作。ESTJ型的人很善于完成任务;他们喜欢操纵局势和促使事情发生;他们具有责任感,信守他们的 承诺。他们喜欢条理性并且能记住和组织安排许多细节。他们及时和尽可能高效率地、系统地开始达到目标。ESTJ型的人被迫做决定。他们常常以自己过去的经历为基础得出结论。他们很客观,有条理性和分析能力,以及 很强的推理能力。事实上,除了符合逻辑外,其他没有什么可以使他们信服。同时,ESTJ型的人又很现实、有头脑、讲求实际。他们更感兴趣的是“真实的事物”,而不是诸如抽象的想法和理论等无形的东西。他们往往对 那些认为没有实用价值的东西不感兴趣。他们知道自己周围将要发生的事情,而首要关心的则是目前。因为ESTJ型的人依照一套固定的规则生活,所以他们坚持不懈和值得依赖。他们往往很传统,有兴趣维护现存的制度。 虽然对于他们来说,感情生活和社会活动并不像生活的其他方面那样重要,但是对于亲情关系,他们却固守不变。他们不但能很轻松地判断别人,而且还是条理分明的纪律执行者。 ESTJ型的人直爽坦率,友善合群。通常他 们会很容易地了解事物,这是因为他们相信“你看到的便是你得到的”。

您适合的领域有:无明显领域特征

您适合的职业有:

· 公司首席执行官
· 军官
· 预算分析师
· 药剂师
· 房地产经纪人
· 保险经纪人
· 教师(贸易/工商类)
· 物业管理
· 银行官员
· 项目经理
· 数据库经理
· 信息总监
· 后勤与供应经理
· 业务运作顾问
· 证券经纪人
· 电脑分析人员
· 保险代理
· 普通承包商
· 工厂主管
· 大、中型外资企业员工
· 业务经理
· 中层经理(多分布在财务、营运、物流采购、销售管理、项目管理、工厂管理、人事行政部门)
· 职业经理人
· 各类中小型企业主管和业主
 
 
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